New Life
Hello Blogger, we meet again. It feels great that I can still have an access in this site. This has been like my online diary ever since I was a kid. Life is actually kinda different now. Less basketball, more work. I already graduated in college and currently working at this office in Ortigas which I kinda prefer since it's just one shuttle away from our crib. I must say that I enjoy my work here because there's really less stress and pressure here compared to any other multinational companies. But sometimes, it makes me think twice of how long will I stay here. I love the job and the position but I don't think that I am well compensated. I mean it's too low for a girl like me who has very high and big dreams in life. But as what they say, one step at a time. I'm still enjoying the learning process. Besides it's better to earn money of your own without dealing so much stress cause of work. But sometimes it frightens me that I am too comfortable here and when I already step to the bigger corporate world, i'll look so ignorant. Sometimes I question myself and ask Him, when will ever I get to chance to be accepted to my dream school ? or even dream company? It is because I always end up to something less of what I dream about. *sighs* It really saddens me that I always have to settle with what is OKAY. I want something MORE. More challenge, more money. But it seems that God never allow me. I know He has reasons why I am here. That's why I'm just enjoying the fact that I'm staying in a not so known company but enjoying the job with my happy peers. (bosses are not included to the enjoyable part though. haha!) But I guess, that's part of being an employee and having a perfectionist boss. I just hope that one day, I'll get the chance to work with my dream company, be stable and be well-compensated. I know that it only takes hardwork and confidence in order to achieve that dream. Wait and see and I'll be the next boss with no mercy. Of course, I was just kidding. I am too bored that's why I decided to sneak and blog.
As for my personal life, I am doing fine. I am happy now. Atlast. Altough there are times that people in the past go back. But I have a new motto now; never dwell into the past. Move one. Never look back. So yeah, I'm not looking back but sometimes you see you cant help but to miss all those good ol' days. Oh life. Oh college. Why do you have to end up so fast. But No regrets. I got a boyfriend now would you believe that?! haha After 3 years, I finally got one again myself another heartbreak. Haha! Kidding. I actually cant believe I have a baller boyfriend playing in the collegiate basketball league. Ever since, it was my dream to be the girlfriend or the wife of a cager and now it's happening to me! God. It's kind of unbelievable but yeah.. I'm not the fan anymore, I'm the girlfriend now. Whhacassaayy? haha But i think it's kinda easier to be JUST A FAN. Before I always thought of how I wish I was the girl whom *toot* fell in love with. Crazy. Haha. But when you're really in it already, it's not that easy. It's hard on my part seeing alot of girls cheering and flirting for my man that's why sometimes it scares me. But I know that God gave him to me for a reason. I need to trust Him for this gift. I just hope that he's already the one. *crosses-fingers*
Soo yeah.. I'm really thankful for what I have now in my life. I just hope and pray that someday it'll still get better. That's all. Need to end this before I get caught by my monstrous boss. Haha! *peace-out*
I confessed:
Monday, April 29, 20137:14 PM
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