Being moody.lost and tired. =(
Life is so ironic and yet pathetic. I noticed that nowadays, I’m being aloof. I can feel that I’m out-of-this-world that I tend to do things without knowing or caring that I did that. For example, I got high or low with my grades, y’know what’s my reaction? “So,.. ?” It’s like “wala lang” for me even if that should be a great deal already. Like a while ago on my Filipino Class, our teacher called me to answer her question, then I’m like “Huh? What is it miss?”Err. I know, it’s so weird. Also when my kada joked me, my reaction was just “ah..ok!”. It’s just like I don’t know what I’m doing and I take things too seriously but I can say that I’ am not being too senstive.I’m just lost with this fucked-up world.What is it in me that I’m being numb? Nah-ah. I can feel that there are lots of things that I’m thinking…thinking of my grades, studies, my crushes and my hubby.I’m kiddin. And my brain is getting delicate. AHHHH! At times , I’m grumpy. At times I’m gloomy. WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME? I know, I miss the BASKETBALL WORLD esp. JA and we all know that BASKETBALL do not exist right now. I’m so wasted. Actually, I’m not enjoying school right now unlike before. Maybe, I’m not inspired. Joke. =b Instead I enjoy when me and my family get bonded together. I’m enjoying more of my weekends and not my weekdays. Y’know, weekends are time to rest, shop or just spend your time with GOD and FAMILY. That’s because BASKETBALL IS NOT EXSISTING YET…(I’m not saying that if basketball exist already, I don’t like to spend time with them.I JUST MISS EACH AND EVRYONE or EVRYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE.get me?) BUT SOON.. I’ll be back to my normal attitude. But as of now, I’m moody. I’m lost and I’m tired.
I confessed:
Tuesday, September 06, 20051:19 AM
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