Hello blogger. Listen to my drama.
Wow. It has been 2 years since my last post here and I actually forgot my PW already that's why I needed to reset and have a new one. Anyways. I don't really know why I am blogging at this time. Maybe because this blog has lots of catching up to do? Hmmm. So, yeah. I'll try to recall and share some things that this blog had missed.
For the last 2 years of my life, 2008 and 2009, I can say that it has been good and at the same time bad for me. During those 2 years, I fell in love. Yeah. I don't know whatever you call it, but yes, I did. I call it my first love. WAAAAAH. :D And hmmm yeeah, for the first time, I entered a relationship. Whew. It was good. It was fun. It was confusing. It was hard. It was sad. It was an experience. A great and bad experience. Great, because in that short period of time, I was able to feel how it is to be in a relationship. I mean a REAL relationship. You two always text each other, update each other, go out on a date, watch the latest movie, dinner together, play sports together, talk on the phone 'til you guys fall asleep, exchange gifts during monthsaries, celebrate holidays together, etc etc. The list goes on and on. It's like a routine already. But the sad part there is that things will not always go your way. It has to end because it's not anymore working between the two of you. Oh well. It actually made me realized that it is not that easy to commit. I mean y'know. Ang hirap palaaaaaa. And if you want your relationship to work out, both of you must REALLY LOVE and TRUST each other. Relationships are not always about the sweet stuff etc. it's more on how much are you willing to love and sacrifice for that person, how long are you willing to wait for that person to change or what so ever. Eh? What am I saying ba? BASTA. That's life. I gotta move on. Maybe it was just a PUPPY LOVE? YEAH. I'm still young naman. And as of now I can say that I'm in the process of moving on. ;) I want to be happy. I don't want to get stuck with my EMO LIFE. geeez. BUT i know that it is not easy. NOT REALLY!!!!! :| But i'm doing good. No worries ;)
Hmmkaay. Change topic muna. JOHN ARIGO also left. He retired already. No more John Arigo in the PBA. :(( TAE. If I only knewwwwwwwwww na aalis na pala siya.. I should have meet him that day. ERR. sayang. HAY. :(
Why is that everyone is leaving nowadays? ESPECIALLY THIS YEAR. I super hate it. Hay. I just wanna share this. Last thursday, me and my college friends had our xmas party, we played this so-called "I've never" game. Basta you need to tell things that you've never done etc. And then if you have already done what your friend has shared, you need to take a shot. SO bukingan talaga. HAHA. It was fun. There was a time na naubusan na ko ng masasabi and the only thing i've mentioned was like.. "Hmmmm. I've neverrrrrr... loved this way before." OKAAAY. Sorry na. EMO LANG. :)) Then we also talked about things like, "It doesn't mean that if he's your first boyfriend, he's your first love." I was like, hmmmm. "Oo nga noh?" WALA LANG. For me, it is harder to get over with the person you never had but once made you happy. Sounds cliche? But maybe it's true. Hmm. Especially when you've realized that you really love this person pala and yet you weren't able to tell your true feelings for them 'coz you don't have the courage to do so. It's like your pride has taken over youuuuu. I mean gets? ERRR. Then suddenly you realized that it's TOO LATE. =(( NAKOW. The only thing you can do is to get upset and frustrated. Blame yourself for acting stupid and for making wrong decisions. TSSSSSK. Then there goes regrets. WHAT THE HECK. WHATTA LIFE. Okaaaay. Am I sharing too much?
Hmmm. Enough of that shit. Move on. Live life. Focus on your studies, Alen. Love will find its time. RIGHT TIME w/ the RIGHT PERSON. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. ;) Gotta go for now. I still need to wake up early. WHEW Kulang lang siguro sa tulog. :)) G'nyt blogger. :)
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