Day of fun and woe
HALF OF FUN : )
Today we had our final practice for the PTSI. We know already what to do and it’s a lot of fun because ELI is such a wonderful and great section that made the presentation really awesome. We’re gonna sing, dance and do the modeling. Ha-ha. I hope that it’ll turn-out good. We also had our LT on C.L.E. a while ago but the L.T. on Eng. was postponed. Ms. Arquilos and Ms. Carandang taught us new song ( Heal the world) with action to be sung this Sept. 30 [eco] on stage. Lakas mo eli. With all the 7 section ELI was the one who will perform it.Well, that’s the dilemma. BUT, Ms. Crandang said that we’ll be w/ St. Anne. Aww.. But anyhoo. The more the better, ELI_SIS_ANNE right? Peace-out.
Dissmisal time I was all alone sitting there on the blitchers whatching the volleyball team. And man, they’re really witty. Wah. Guess what? There was a sec. that I wasn’t looking with the team because I’m finding my service, then the ball went me and bumped me on my head. Man it hurts. Haha. Then CA and the other player apologized to me. CA said that sorry..ndi naming sinasadya..ang ganda mo pa naman.. ang ganda pa naman ng hair mo…next year magvolleyball club ka .. haha. Of course I was flattered. Haha..taray eh. Haha.It really made me laugh out-of-the-blue.haha.
HALF OF WOE ) :
Actually I really hate this fucking day. My day was a lot of woe. Woo. I was really sad and feel no one really cares. Err. I don’t know how to explain this feeling deep inside.
Maybe this song can (I give some feedbacks):
Do you ever feel like breaking down? [tumpak]
Do you ever feel like out-of-place? [ sakto tlaga. Ouch. ]
Like somehow you just don’t belong [ oh yes ]
And no one understands you [uh-huh]
Do you ever wanna runaway? [ slight ]
Do you lock yourself in your room? [ almost ]
With the radio on turned up so loud [ I’d love to ]
But no one hears you screaming [yebah]
No you don’t know what is like [ oh.right ]
When nothing feels all right [ :( ]
You don’t know what is like
To be like me
To be hurt [ ouch ]
To feel lost [ ouch ouch. Tagos. ]
To be left out in the dark [ isa pa toh. :( ]
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down [ I can relate ]
But no one’s there to save you… blah. [ hmm.. but she save me from this feeling. Thanks to her for being there. And of course to Him. ]
.. Are you sick of feeling so left-out? [ yeah. Super. Dammit ]
…
Are you stuck inside the world you hate? [ absolutely ]
Are you sick of everyone around? [ yeboi ]
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies [ this sucks big time . hate it. ]
Well deep inside you’re bleeding [ uh-huh. Huhu. :( ]
Blah…
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay [ aww.. well said. ]
Thanks to that song. Well, im not joking. I can really relate with that. That’s what I’m feeling right now. Just because you’re the only one in that …. Err. I can’t type it here. What the?! To be lost, out-of-place, like somehow you just don’t belong and deep inside you’re bleeding. That’s actually is it. I’m blogging now because this is my own. It’s my blog. I can write what I want to write not only what I like to write but what I feel. As much as possible I don’t want to think that IM A LONER because I know I’m really not. You know who’s always there for me? Of course, our dearly GOD. I mean the man who made all those things. Thanks to Him because without Him, I’ll fall. Thanks for being my bestfriend. I know He’s the REAL one. Not just by name but by proving it that He’s really a friend. I knew it because He’s always there for me whenever I’m alone. I know I have friends too. But you know he’s different with them He can be there right away. Aww.. This is getting too dramatic. Just bear with me. I know this will not last. Hope you understand. *sighs*
I confessed:
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