Hello blogger. Listen to my drama.
Wow. It has been 2 years since my last post here and I actually forgot my PW already that's why I needed to reset and have a new one. Anyways. I don't really know why I am blogging at this time. Maybe because this blog has lots of catching up to do? Hmmm. So, yeah. I'll try to recall and share some things that this blog had missed.
For the last 2 years of my life, 2008 and 2009, I can say that it has been good and at the same time bad for me. During those 2 years, I fell in love. Yeah. I don't know whatever you call it, but yes, I did. I call it my first love. WAAAAAH. :D And hmmm yeeah, for the first time, I entered a relationship. Whew. It was good. It was fun. It was confusing. It was hard. It was sad. It was an experience. A great and bad experience. Great, because in that short period of time, I was able to feel how it is to be in a relationship. I mean a REAL relationship. You two always text each other, update each other, go out on a date, watch the latest movie, dinner together, play sports together, talk on the phone 'til you guys fall asleep, exchange gifts during monthsaries, celebrate holidays together, etc etc. The list goes on and on. It's like a routine already. But the sad part there is that things will not always go your way. It has to end because it's not anymore working between the two of you. Oh well. It actually made me realized that it is not that easy to commit. I mean y'know. Ang hirap palaaaaaa. And if you want your relationship to work out, both of you must REALLY LOVE and TRUST each other. Relationships are not always about the sweet stuff etc. it's more on how much are you willing to love and sacrifice for that person, how long are you willing to wait for that person to change or what so ever. Eh? What am I saying ba? BASTA. That's life. I gotta move on. Maybe it was just a PUPPY LOVE? YEAH. I'm still young naman. And as of now I can say that I'm in the process of moving on. ;) I want to be happy. I don't want to get stuck with my EMO LIFE. geeez. BUT i know that it is not easy. NOT REALLY!!!!! :| But i'm doing good. No worries ;)
Hmmkaay. Change topic muna. JOHN ARIGO also left. He retired already. No more John Arigo in the PBA. :(( TAE. If I only knewwwwwwwwww na aalis na pala siya.. I should have meet him that day. ERR. sayang. HAY. :(
Why is that everyone is leaving nowadays? ESPECIALLY THIS YEAR. I super hate it. Hay. I just wanna share this. Last thursday, me and my college friends had our xmas party, we played this so-called "I've never" game. Basta you need to tell things that you've never done etc. And then if you have already done what your friend has shared, you need to take a shot. SO bukingan talaga. HAHA. It was fun. There was a time na naubusan na ko ng masasabi and the only thing i've mentioned was like.. "Hmmmm. I've neverrrrrr... loved this way before." OKAAAY. Sorry na. EMO LANG. :)) Then we also talked about things like, "It doesn't mean that if he's your first boyfriend, he's your first love." I was like, hmmmm. "Oo nga noh?" WALA LANG. For me, it is harder to get over with the person you never had but once made you happy. Sounds cliche? But maybe it's true. Hmm. Especially when you've realized that you really love this person pala and yet you weren't able to tell your true feelings for them 'coz you don't have the courage to do so. It's like your pride has taken over youuuuu. I mean gets? ERRR. Then suddenly you realized that it's TOO LATE. =(( NAKOW. The only thing you can do is to get upset and frustrated. Blame yourself for acting stupid and for making wrong decisions. TSSSSSK. Then there goes regrets. WHAT THE HECK. WHATTA LIFE. Okaaaay. Am I sharing too much?
Hmmm. Enough of that shit. Move on. Live life. Focus on your studies, Alen. Love will find its time. RIGHT TIME w/ the RIGHT PERSON. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. ;) Gotta go for now. I still need to wake up early. WHEW Kulang lang siguro sa tulog. :)) G'nyt blogger. :)
I confessed:
Saturday, December 19, 20098:22 AM
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Hello 2008!
Few minutes to go and it's already 2008. Whew. Many things happened this year
(2007).. the good and the bad. *sighs* Well, Im really thankful for all of those... special mention my encounters w/ JA. Those are really irreplaceable. I miss that guy. I hope that he's happy now. And for the bad times, im also thankful for it. Yes, it brought pain but I guess, I just need to move on , be happy about it and accept it. Beacuse in those sad times, we LEARN something.
Anyhow, enough of the dramas. haha.
Lets all have fun! Have a happy new year to all! Cheers!
THANK YOU 2007! LAAAB. :)
I confessed:
Monday, December 31, 20076:53 AM
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After 90 days.. we see each other again :)
DEC 16, 2007
Actually, this was never planned at all. haha. When we won againts MBM last wed. I just said to myself, "Parang gusto ko manood sa Sunday!" haha. I was really happy that game kasi.. so I told myself to watch. But there was no assurance that I can watch. I told my dad that I want to watch the game live on Sunday. We just bought the tix last Saturday.. and surprisingly my dad said yes. WHOA. haha. So last yesterday, (dec 16 2007) I was with my dad,ate karen and ate oya to watch the game. Tambak naman yung game. Coke was leading all through out the game. Asi was just spectacular! I actually laughed at Aranya when Asi rann after him and Aranya just ran back like a scared moure.. Mala tom and jerry yung eksena sa court. haha peace. :) the game was really physical. even the 2nd game. BGK won over MBM. And oh.. JA was just so offnyt. He didnt score. It's ok.. he just came from an injury. Anyhow, we still won the game. Congrats tigers! :)
During half time, ate anna gave me the cool armband and my gifts.. thanks a lot sis xtine and hannah.. also ate anna :)
After the first game, we waited for JA at SG. I was with Kuya Jason, Ate Anna, Ate Icae and Ate oya. Ate Rhea was there also. It's really nice to meet her again. Evertime I watch coke's game, sakto, umuwi rin siya from Singapore. hehe. so there, kwentuhan sa SG. Nakakatwa pa nga eh kasi nung andun na si JA I thought hindi niya kasama si Hannah, so when I saw her nawala ako sa sarili. Nahiya and all. Nawala ako sa sarili to the point na muntik pa ko madapa dun sa may tali dun.. dba ate ice? hahahaha. tae talaga. Buti na lang wala pa sila JA nun. Papunta na kasi kami dun sa may car niya. haha. So yun, kamustahan.. si JA masaya as usual. Ate anna also introduced me to Hannah.
Alen: Hi, I'm alen. :)
Hannah: Hello. How old are you?
Alen: Im 16
HannaH: You look so young. :)
Alen: :)
haha speechless ako eh. :)) she's nice tho. then yun kamustahan kay JA..
JA:Hey guys! How you doin?
... blah. nakalimutan ko na. haha
then, i asked him to sign the notebook.
Alen: John, is it ok to leave me a message here?
John: Sure.. oh... you gave me one like this before right?
Alen: yeah yeah..
John: is this new?
Alen: nope.. my friend from butuan sent it for me..
John: Ah... wow. *then nagsign na..habang nagssign..
John: how do you spell your name again?
Alen: It's alen.
John: Yeah yeah.. i know... it's L-E-N right?
Alen: yeh.. A-L-E-N.. one "L"
John: *signing*
Alen: oh.. you forgot my name..(i was just joking him haha)
John: No .. No..Coz Y'know Im poor at spelling.. *he ended laughing*
hahaha si JA talaga patawa. tas un, I greeted him Belated HAppy Birthday.. congrats him for the win and etc.
then he kept on saying "thank you" and all.. tas nag-apir pa siya..? apir ba yun o shakehands? haha basta yun. waaah
hay.. grabeh.. super namiss ko si JA. finally, my christmas is complete... after 90 days we finally see each other again! :)
Merry Xmas to all! :)
PS: Grabe. tagal kong di toh naupdate. haha super busy e. Nag-update ako kasi another encouter w/ john eh.. this blog can't miss anything about him y'know
haha till then :)
I confessed:
Monday, December 17, 20071:57 AM
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Phone Call. Moro. Pre-season game. UPDATES!
Hello, I'm just here to share my stories with the Arsenal. You know, this blog has not yet missed any story about John, so I'm trying my best to atleast update this. Finally, I have the time and I'm blogging all things up.. Sorry for the late posts. Anyhow, hope you guys will still enjoy my sharing tho it happened months and days ago. :)
AUGUST 20, 2007- Phone Call.
Ate Anna visited Coke's practice and since I can't go with her, I just decided to talk to him over the phone. That's how badly I missed him that time. haha. It was actually the second time for me to hear his voice via my cellphone and it was the best. I hardly listen to what he's saying because I was mesmerized by his sweet voice. haha. Promise. SO SWEET. He was the one who answered the phone by saying this line.. "Hey how you doin? This is JOHN ARIGO AT YOUR SERVICE. *laughs*" I was just like, "Hey john! you sound like working in a call center." So we both laughed. haha. So makulit as ever. Kamustahan and kwentuhan. "When will I see you? When will you come over?" Ang sweet. :) Ang kulit niya that time. I can sense that he's happy. (good for him) He said that his finger is only 50% okay and not yet a 100 percent. He also informed me that they only have practices during weekdays..not on weekends. blah blah. He talks a lot so I can't anymore remember 'em all. I told him how great he was with his HAIR during the draft (so gwapo talaga. I screamed to death while watching him on TV! haha). He said.."Oh most of you guys notice that." Yeah, everyone in the world noticed that,John. We rarely see him with hair kasi. So cute. :) I also told him that the arriba misses him.. he replied.."awww. yeah..i should post right?" haha. John talaga. Basta ang cool niya that time. We talked about basketball things and etc. basta the bottomline is, JOHN IS SO COOL and I'm HAPPY that he is happy. (thanks sis anna for allowing me to talk to him over your phone. c:)
AUG. 22,2007- MORO
I can't anymore control myself, so I went straight ahead to Moro right after my exams. Imagine that? from school to ateneo? haha. Hassle man! Thanks Mona for the company. We arrived around 12:30pm and luckily we were able to catch him still. kamustahan as ever. And then I told him that I was the one in the phone that he was talking with before and he said,"yeah yeah.. I know...that was two days ago ,right?" Wow. Good thing, he remembered. Nice memory! haha. Joke. Basta he asked a lot of things.. school stuff, how we got there.. etc. Then picture picture..(here in my multiply for contacts only) One picture there is very nakakakilig. He hugged me so tight. waaaaah. Grabeh. Ang higpit ng hug niya infairness. Just take a look of the pic here in my multiply(for contacts only.) Then he said, "is that good?" haha.. parang ako, speechless lang. haha. Hay ..JOHN. thanks for making my day again. :)
After that, mejo nabadtrip pa ko which I will just keep to myself. Then me and mona met Demi at RP and watched Rush Hour 3. That was a hell of a movie... you'll die because of laughter. haha. :)
SEPT. 15, 2005 - ACET
Geez. I took ACET and it was really difficult because it's really timepressured. tsk. After that, I saw John while in his car. Just sharing. haha. :p
SEPT. 17, 2007-- Pre-season game at Marikina Sports complexAfter school, I'm really thinking If I will still go and watch the game. My parents won't allow me at first and then good thing, napilit ko sila so, nakahabol pa ko. When I got there, saktong tapos na yung game. Tsk. We lost :( John didnt play yet because of his finger. I met Sis Anna and Ate Ice there and we waited for John. Yun.pagkalabas we approached him. He was a bit shocked because I was there. haha. You missed me huh? lol. He was like, "hey! you! You're here! How you doin? what's new?" Then he shook my hand. Awww. He was so nice as ever. hay.... I told him that I came from school and straightly go to their game. Tinanong pa kung san daw malapit yung school ko.. blah blah. He said, "Oh.. you're just near so you were able to come." waahh. John naman. haha. Then kwentuhan to death.. about the ride to fame and Kobe's tour here. I asked him about the mall tour here in robinson's metroeast and he said that he's not yet sure about it. He has not received any memo yet daw. "I already did a mall tour..in robinson's pioneer." Then I replied, "yeah.. i saw your poster there. Was that a poster or some kind of a billboard?", He said, "yeah..a billboard. It is that small though. *estimating how small it is and laughed*" haha. patawa talaga. Maliit lang kasi talaga. haha. Ang cute niya. I even introduced my brother to him, sabi nia, "Hey bro. How it's going? It's nice to meet you." then he shook the hand of my bro. haha. Yun naman. Bro talaga ang tawag? haha. Then he told me, "I'm trying to see if you guys look alike." Patawa talaga si John. He's really cute that time. basta. bait bait. :) Then yun, after talking to him we waited for A-Cab (sis anna, sino toh? haha). We saw Danny I. (ang gwpo!lol) and Ali peek.. Ali said, "are you looking for Arigow?" haha. slang na slang. :P
THANKS FOR READING. Till my next blog.(if im not that busy anymore) :)
I confessed:
Wednesday, September 19, 20073:29 AM
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Like Mike -- Dirk =)
Have you guys watch the movie Like Mike?
Dirk had a lil scene there and here it goes..
Dirk Nowitzki: Can you sign this? It's for my niece.
Calvin Cambridge: Sure. What's her name?
Dirk Nowitzki: Uhhh... Dirk.
haha. HE MADE ME LAUGH FOR REAL. :P
I confessed:
Wednesday, July 11, 20072:46 AM
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School, PBB and TAG
School has started as everyone knows. But I can't still feel the essence of school. Gets? Labo noh? *sighs* Tho, my class, St. Angela is fine. I have a new bunch of classmates and friends. One even asked me, "ikaw yung fan ni arigo db?" And I was like,"ugh, yeah.". Funny right? And I have this new teacher, Bro Ed. I like him! Really! He's a very good teacher. Ang galing. I love English na tuloy. haha. Kasi naman he's like JA kung magsalita and he also wants to be called BRO. Y'know,yung facial expression and how he talk, parang JA. haha. Ang cool. =) Anyhoo, they're all nice but as what I've said, I'm not yet feeling the tense. I mean, y'know the pressure. Of course, we're just starting. Ha! Actually, during our first week, it was really boring. Y'know, you do the usual things: introduce yourself,what are your expectations from this class and the like. It was really boring. Especially during discussions, I'm always sleepy! And I don't know what's the problem with me because eversince we had classes, I always sleep around 9pm. Too early0 compared before. I usually go to bed at 2am. But eventho I sleep early, the more I get sleepy in class. Promise. It's weird. So I'm sleeping at around 11pm after PBB. Speaking of PBB, it's getting on my nerves! Especially the situation now in the house. Y'know, I USED to like Wendy and Bruce, but now? Oh man. HELL NO! I was totally wrong in liking them. They're so OA (sorry if you're a fan of them)! Now I see their true colors. Geez. I mean, Bruce is like under the saya of Wendy. Basta ang tanga-tanga niya. Then this wendy is so a bitch! Grabeh! Kairita talaga. Lalo na nung time na nagpaparinig siya kela Gee-an and Bea. Super!!! And I'm also somewhat frustrated to the other guy housemates. Kasi nakikita na nilang ginaganon ni Wendy sila Bea at Gee-an, di naman lang pinagsabihan si wendy! Hinintay pa talaga nila na si Kuya ang magsabi sa kanila. Good thing, di pumatol sila Bea and Gee-an. E hello, bakit ka nga naman papatol sa ganong tao? So cheap! Alam mo yon. Wendy's insisting na "hindi ako plastik." Haller. Hindi ka nga plastic, napaka-imature mo nga lang! Dahil sa napakaliit na bagay magagalit ka? That's insane! Natural, Kaya nga kayo nasa Big brother house, just to play the game. Yun ang point eh. It's a GAME kaya dapat you don't take things PERSONAL. Kung binoto ka man ni gee-an, it doesn't mean na pinaplastik ka niya. Siya na mismo nagsabi na GEE-AN HAS THE MONEY! Duh. Wendy's really stupid. Desperado kasi sa isang milyon. Tama lang talaga na hindi pinatulan yon nila Bea, kasi si Wendy man ang "ate" nila, napaka-IMATURE naman niya! And besides, hindi nila papatulan ang mga ganong klaseng tao. ANG CHEAP! Natatawa na nga lang ako kay Wendy and at the same time nakakairita, kasi ba naman papansin. KSP talaga! Bagay talaga sila ni Bruce! Pareho silang tanga! haha. Sorry naman. Blog ko toh kaya respect my opinion. =p
Buti nga kay wendy! Hindi na kasali sa Big four! haha! She deserves that! SHE'S NOT A GOOD EXAMPLE TO THE WATCHERS! Maldita! Sabi nga ng iba, WENDYmonyo. haha. Anyway, naiinis lang ako. haha. Enough of PBB and Wendy. =p
Thanks God it's friday! Super bilis ng araw. Kakapagod. So many things to do in weekends,projects,homeworks and quizzes. I miss texting na nga eh. Di na ko nagloload ng Unli kasi nasasayang lang din since I'm in school from 7-4pm. Kaya every weekends na lang ako nagloload. Hay, I also miss JOHN who is in South Carolina right now. Buti pa siya, sarap ng buhay. Samantalang ako, nagpapakahirap mag-aral. haha. Oh-well. Kaya nga LIFE eh. That's LIFE. Wala lang. I just miss him.
Oh before I forget, I was TAG by Ate Rubz. Actually I was also tagged by Kate before but I didn't do it. Kakatamad eh. haha. Eh ngayon twice na. Kaya, cge na nga. =p
If you're TAG, It's a game where you should write 10 things that others don't know about you and you should tag 6 persons after answering. Pero since pasaway ako, I will not tag anyone. haha. Kakatamad eh. LOL.
Here it goes:
1. I used to have a crush on a girl. (Hey I'm not lesbO! ;p)
2. Whenever I have problems, I don't say it to anyone. I just keep it to myself and cry at night 'till I fall asleep.
3. I lied to my parents twice.
4. I don't eat Bangus.
5. The first time I met JA, I was so damn happy and came to a point that I don't want to wash my clothes and to hold anyone since he made "akbay" to me and shook my hands. (haha!)
6. When I was at 5, my mom is going to the mall but she does not want me to come with her so I cried a lot and cut my hair in disappointment.
7. I was in prep and was new to my school when I had an asthma attack. My teacher asked me to go to clinic but I dont know where's the clinic. So, when I got there in our clinic, it's dismissal time na. Pinauwi na rin ako. haha.
8. I used to watch Esperanza, Mula sa Puso.. all those hard-drama telenovelas and Filipino flick. And up to now, MARIA FLODELUNA which is actually its last day today. (would you believe that? ;p)
9. I don't hug, kiss(beso) or make friends with people easily. In short, im not that really friendly.
10. I sometimes cry if my team(aces before.coke now) loses.
I confessed:
Friday, June 22, 20071:51 AM
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Coke's last game and JA's stuff
*sighs* I can't still get over from what had happened. Anyway, the game has its own bright side. WE FOUGHT HARD! We did our best. Everybody contributed big, it's just that the WIN is not ours.. FOR NOW. I understand how the players felt after the game. Alex Cabagnot, Rashad Bell, Ali Peek , John Arigo.. they were really down that night and I can't take to see them that way. ='(
I was slowly walking with my brother going to southgate to meet them. While walking I saw a familiar man and I said to my self, it's DADDY MANNY. But I didn't approach him since I'am not that sure. He's also down and sad. :(
Everyone was so sad ,of course except those SMB fans and REFEREES. I was waiting there in SG together with Ate Anna,Kuya Jason and my bro. We saw Rashad Bell first in all black attire. He was looking for his car I think. Natatawa pa nga ako kasi paikot-ikot lang siya don. Nawawala ata sundo niya. And the next that we saw is Chris Pacana which I think was still cool after that heartbreaking game. Ang cute ng smile niya don sa nagpapapicture sa kanya eh. haha. Then Joseph Yeo came. Wala lang. Dineadma ng mga tao. May kausap kasi sa phone. hehe. And here came the "man mountain",ALI PEEK who was with a security with him. While he was walking, I think a gay fay said bad stuff or insult him.. and Ali was like, "What's your problem man?" Ilang beses niya binalikan yung fan kasi ayaw tumigil. Buti na lang Leo Avenido was there and Rashad Bell was still there to calm down Ali. Kala ko mga magsusuntukan na eh. Joke. Epal kasi yung mga ganun. Tsk. Then finally, sumakay na si Ali sa car niya. Sumabay ata si Leo and Rashad. Then we talked to Alex Cabagnot. Me and ate anna said some words of encouragement. Because he was just so down. Actually nagkaron pa nga ng moment na we're all in silence..yung tipong parang dinamayan lang namin siya.. and Alex is kept on sighing. He said that "it's ok". *sighs* I know, what are the players going through. Nakakasad talaga sa totoo lang. Then we asked for a picture and buti na lang pumayag. Ayan finally, ate anna had a pic with with. hehe. So there. Ang tagal ni JA and I told Kuya Jason na andun si Dad Manny sa car, so lumapit kami, nag-usap sila and he inrtoduced me to Dad Manny. Nagmano pa nga ako. haha. Ang bait niya. :) Then yun, when we saw John. Dirediretso siya sa may car with a security rin. We were not able to talk to him but he gave us SOMETHING. We were shocked nung inabot niya nalang sa 'min yung plastic na full of his stuff. He said that we divide it for the three of us and I'll talk to you guys later. *sighs*
Sobrang nakakaiyak kasi makikita mo talaga na sad siya. ='( Pero mejo nabuhayan kami ng mga arriba ko dahil dun sa STUFF na binigay niya. waah. Natagalan pa nga kami magdecide kung kanino mapupunta toh and all. haha. Habang nag-uusap-usap kami,someone texted Kuya Jason and it was JOHN. It was there in his text: "Bro sori i cant stay yal 3 divide that up ok?" huhu. and his other text: "Tel them all thanx 4me" Grabeh. I was just so touched. ='( naikiyak na ko. That's how good John was. He still bothered to text us just to say sorry. ='( You don't have to be sorry John, We understand what you feel. And finding time to give those stuff to us is more than enough. *sighs* Nalulungkot pa rin ako nung gabing yon talaga. Kahit na I have his shorts and warmer. hehe.
Kuya Jason got the jersey and ate anna got the other shorts. hay.. thank you John for those things. We will surely keep and take care of it. Masaya na malungkot naman talaga. Alam mo yun, di nga siya masyado nakipag-usap pero bumawi siya sa 'min in return... nakakaiyak talaga. Ayoko ng maalala yung gabing yon. 3am na naman nga ako nakatulog non. At hanggang ngayon kulang parin tulog ko.
Hay... hanggang dito na lang. I'll see you JOHN and the TIGERS next confy...
Mamimisss ko sila. Especially my JEY-EY. ='(
GO TIGERS!!! ARIGO FOREVER! YOU ARE THE REAL WINNER IN OUR HEARTS... Cheer up!
I confessed:
Monday, June 11, 20075:25 PM
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